just felt like writing

In the emptiness of my embrace
Deprived forever of such heavenly grace
Thrives a longing- never to be filled
A longing, yearning to succumb and yield

In the chasms of my mind
Trapped forever until the end of time
Lingers a thought- never to be heard
A thought filled with hope and silent words

In the inner confines of my soul
Imprisoned forever to be never told
Roams a prayer- never to be spoken
A prayer of silence never to be broken

In the empty corners of my heart
Condemned forever until Heaven falls apart
Dwells a wish- never to come true
A wish dying to be heard... by you

In the darkness of my dreams...
thrives a longing...
lingers a thought...
roams a prayer...
dwells a wish... for you

funny shit

feeling down in the dumps? well an old friend of mine caught me like that and introduced me to this stupid ass flash song. yeah, its stupid but it sure did work wonders for me! http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

oh yeah this is pretty funny too. its about this guy named, "the blood ninja" trying to have cyber sex. haha check it out. http://www.distortedprism.com/text/bloodcyber.html

tick tocking of my body

my sleeping habits have been really screwed up lately. i sleep in the morning time (with the sun up and all) and wake up mid afternoon. as my lola would like to say, "ayan ka nanaman! ang araw mo gabi!".

if only

if only the birds didnt have to fly to the south,
if only the bear could stay in one cave forever,
if only the wind could stay still,
if only the rapids would come to a halt,
if only the bees would stop buzzing,
if only the ants stop working,
if only the clouds were lifeless,
if only the cars would cease to move,
if only the fire could be iced,
if only the earth could be silenced,
if only the princess would stay in her throne forever,
if only all these would come true,
i would show you a world where everything is perfect.