on my mind right now

hmmm a few things swimming in my thoughts.

1) treating girls like shit. Have you ever heard of stories about guys treating their girls like shit? i have. I hate it when i hear stories like that. not that im prying into peoples personal lives or anything but i just dont get how a guy could treat his girl like that. "ill be more than you can ever be to her, if only she can see that..."


2) proposing to a girl. is it really needed? i mean, its all just for a title right? or a number! (date, thanks to alan for this) its really all just a bunch of bull. when two people have something, they have something. its either a nothing or a something. and, that something is being together. its all just a question of how deep and meaningful ur relationship is. the title doesnt dictate the relationship, its the relationship that dictates the title.


3) leaving something. its always hard to leave something or someone. no matter what you do or how decided you are that you dont want it anymore you just cant help but look back at least once.


4) the beach. I never realized how beautiful beaches are until i spent two hours straight just lying down in a hammock and getting lost in the sea of sand and water. during those two hours, i was at peace. in perfect harmony with life. (i believe =) )


5) how much i miss the boys. sure i have more and newer friends up here in the north, but its still the boys posted in my desktop wallpaper. its not that i choose not to be there, its really more of circumstances that keeps me from going there. (gas pa! putangina ang mahal ng gas hehehe) kidding aside, im gonna pop up sometime there. hehe just you guys wait! i miss ya'll! Especially tita ces (i really dont know why hehe)