old friends
tonight, i found closure with someone i used to go out with. classic story, like most of my relationships - which i'm NOT proud of - i just drifted away without ever explaining why. funny what "this time last summer you'd be out with ean" can do. to whomever said that to her, thank you for that. she messaged me today, asking how i was and whats been going on. we then took a stroll down memory lane and started to talk about what happened to us back then.
she asked, why?
i told her why.
i've never actually told anyone why i leave or left, i always just tell people that im not ready for a relationship, it's much easier that way. less complication for me. but today, i told her the real reason why i drifted away. and she thanked me for that. she even appreciated my reason for doing so. now, she's happy and is actually going to celebrate her anniversary with her new boyfriend this sunday, and like i told her, i'm happy for you and im sure things turned out for the best.
once again, i don't regret ever leaving. more often than not, i have very good and valid reasons as to why but i just like to keep them to myself.
i'm just real happy now that i got that off my chest. and, finally. we have closure.
to the girl - you and i have always had that bond of trust to share. you've relied on me many times and i to you too. i'm sorry for ever disappointing you, for breaking your trust. now, i'm just gald that you and i are alright again. congratulations on finding your happiness i truly am proud and happy for you.
