here's to you my loyal friend.

*I had a little chick when i was 5.
His name was balut.
i loved that little bird.
but, one day,
i ran over it with my ultra cool cobra cycle.
Then my cobra cycle wasnt so cool anymore.
I hated it for that and never rode it again.
Then i cried.

My point is, i dont wanna kill things i care about anymore. i'm so scared of making a wrong move that i might kill what i care about. And, now that i'm older it wouldnt just be a cobra cycle i'd be hating, it would probably be myself.

BUT

looking back, i realized that it wasnt all my fault. that bird went directly behind my wheel as i was getting ready to zoom off.
maybe if it gave a chirp or two i would have known it was there.

after all, knowing or awareness does prevent.

so yes, prevention is what i'm after.

BUT

It was just a little chick oblivious to what i could've done to him. so how was that poor thing supposed to know that i would've killed it?

I DONT KNOW. it's all crazy and i'm confused.

POINT IS IF ONLY I WAS AWARE, BALUT, I WOULD NEVER HAVE KILLED YOU! =(

*i never bought a new chick after that.