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staring at the well lit night sky. my thougths wander unto you.
And i hope, as i catch a glimpse of one star that outshone the rest
that you are there, under the same sky, at this very moment,
thinking of me too.

There's a knot in my chest. a helpless feeling of inevitable misfortune. Its something foreign to me. something ive never felt before and im not sure if its a good thing.

It pushes me to the extremes and i'm lost.

Will it really all be in vain? i hope not. cause if it is, i cant even imagine what could happen to me. i shudder at the thought.

Please dont let it be so. please let it be everything i thought it to be. please just let it be.

Physics - Murphy's Law

"Anything That Can Possibly Go Wrong, Does"

I have no idea how this got into physics but it is a law. which means it must hold true.

So in order to avoid this, must we avoid the that possibility.

Why must we expose ourselves to danger and only giving it a better chance of happening?

so if it were up to me, i wouldnt even give this possibility a window of happening.

if you reach for that platform it's as good as leaving the one you're stepping on. whether or not the one you're standing on will crumble doesnt matter since you'll be leaving it anyway.

here's to you my loyal friend.

*I had a little chick when i was 5.
His name was balut.
i loved that little bird.
but, one day,
i ran over it with my ultra cool cobra cycle.
Then my cobra cycle wasnt so cool anymore.
I hated it for that and never rode it again.
Then i cried.

My point is, i dont wanna kill things i care about anymore. i'm so scared of making a wrong move that i might kill what i care about. And, now that i'm older it wouldnt just be a cobra cycle i'd be hating, it would probably be myself.

BUT

looking back, i realized that it wasnt all my fault. that bird went directly behind my wheel as i was getting ready to zoom off.
maybe if it gave a chirp or two i would have known it was there.

after all, knowing or awareness does prevent.

so yes, prevention is what i'm after.

BUT

It was just a little chick oblivious to what i could've done to him. so how was that poor thing supposed to know that i would've killed it?

I DONT KNOW. it's all crazy and i'm confused.

POINT IS IF ONLY I WAS AWARE, BALUT, I WOULD NEVER HAVE KILLED YOU! =(

*i never bought a new chick after that.

The man who climbed the too high tree

Once a man climbed
The tree they called Too High.
He began from root to tree
Trunk to branch
And branch to fruit.
Everyone watched in suspense
As he swung and gripped and struggled.
He reached for the ripe
Felt its warmth and texture
Extended his fingers and
Slipped and fell
Body strewn and broken
Bloody and blue
Everyone exclaimed:
I knew he couldn't do it.

just because people say this, doesnt mean you can't and just because you've fallen, doesnt mean you can't climb again.

When you finally find something worth climbing that tree, don't give up no matter what because even if you dont get it, its always better to see the fruit a few inches from you than from all the way at the bottom.

I AM VERY ANGRY AND I HAVE NOTHING TO JUSTIFY IT.