The last days of my summer.

You'd expect that since school is just around the corner I wouldn't waste my time for leisure. I mean I'd be like making the most of my summer time left! Incidentally that's not my case! I've been doing NOTHING these past few days. This is how my day went.

- woke up at nine.
- switched on the good old DVD, "a beautiful mind".
- had a smoke.
- caught "the bulletproof monk" on star movies.
- had a smoke.
- thought about masturbating. (take note, THOUGHT)
- smoked instead.
- made plans to meet up with ninoy, choy and ria.
- watched "Bruce almighty"
- smoked again.
- got dressed.
- left and went over to guel to tell him about the plan.
- picked up ria and choy (ninoy backed out by the way)
- went over to guava park and guess what I did?
- I had a smoke
- tried to play the guitar but it was useless so we left.
- smoked and met with carlo and anton.
- went home and kicked miguels ass in 75-77 2k4 game.
- chit chatted with antons "girl".
- ninoy came over.
- they left and now I'm online.
- I'll be watching another DVD later.

How freakin boring unproductive is that?! Almost all of my days are like that! If not even worse! shiiieeeet. Oh and sometime between bruce almighty and leaving I had chicken and empanada. Crap it;s even affecting my diet! Time to get up and exercise!

My last goodbye

Day after day
I am reminded
I'm running out of time
to say my last goodbye
i'm leaving all of you
I'll be here alone
I'll have nobody
I'm forever alone
I'm fine with that
it's always that way
I'm always alone
nothing to say
I'm running out of time
to say my last goodbye
months from now
I'll make a new try
Time is precious
Time is running out
I'll have to say my last goodbye
I'm falling out
I don't know when
I don't know why
Time is running out
Time is making me cry

emptiness

emptiness is something that eats a person up.

I'm being eaten up, real quick. As the day that i leave my home comes closer i feel like i slowly lose parts of my soul. Alabang is where i live. Alabang is where i grew. Alabang is where my friends are. Alabang is where i'm supposed to be in. Alabang should be forever. Unfortunately, nothing lasts forever. This happy dream of late night bumming, beer downing, smoke inhaling good times just has to end. Oh but i'm not saying goodbye to Alabang just yet. I will be back and the D7Gs will live! Alabang, my home now, my home forever. Peace boys.

shitty life

I can't wait till school starts! everyone is at school! carlo, mer, ton, tin, mons bla bla bla. miguels around but that guy is usually busy. ninoy and choy have got their own thing going too. damn this is probably the one time i wish i was studying in lasalle! whew! what a life. to top it all of, my parents don't want to allow me to go out! damn now that really sucks.

JOY!

I started my diet three days ago. This afternoon i caught sight of a weighing scale as to which lead me to ponder on whether or not i should check up on the progress of my unstable diet. To my suprise i lost an astonishing 7 pounds! Yes, 7
pounds in three days. not bad! and to think i weighed on a full stomach!

weight loss?

I'm currently on a diet to lose the 20 pounds i gained while i was in the states.

Here's what i've been doing.
- no rice
- as much as posssible no carbos
- one light meal a day
- six o clock diet
- lot's of water.
- exercise (soon to come)

i wouldnt really know if it's working because i just started it a day or two ago. Temptation is everywhere and i am on the brink of giving up! (pathetic!) haha i guess i just love food too much. Hopefully my drive to lose 45 pounds (my goal) is strong enough to resist all temptations.

ME

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