Picking up (for R17)

you ever get that feeling when you just wanna start anew? like, forget everything and start over on a clean sheet. well, i think i've been sent this oppurtunity. and, im definitely welcoming it with my arms ready for a tight hug. its something that ive always wanted for a long time.

HOWEVER, when we are given a clean sheet, the feeling of leaving the old one haunts you. you feel bereaved yet gleeful at the same time. its weird. you know you want to start anew yet you feel like you cant leave the old one. its a hard decision but youve got no other way to go but forward. you cant always be living in the past, even if you wanted to.

So let's all look forward. =)