Sunday, March 25, 2007

i can't do it on my own

Our 5 game winning streak was broken today by team miguel and team latigo. i just find it so stressfull that i feel like i have to do the all the work. my partner, no offence chris, does NOT move. i can't do everything all the the time.

I don't know. this isn't really about the game anymore but this has been something ive been feeling for a long time. i know i don't do shit or anything but i can't help but feel like everyone's counting on me. for what, i don't know. but i just feel so damn pressured all the time. it's like im totally on my own and have to solve everything for everyone. i apologize to all those that read this, you guys don't do anything. it's just ME. perhaps it's the stress of the finals coming up. or the stress of my other life. i don't know. i really dont know anymore!!!

well anyway our record's 5-2. we'll probably lose every game after that. but what the hell. i just ask you to move man! make me proud partner!