a little something i found in my sister's friendster account

She's not the type of girl to wait by the phone.
Shewon't cry.
She knows it'll get her nowhere.
She'll laugh a lot & often and she'll live her own life.
She'd like you to be a part of it..
but she'll do just fine without you if she has to.
She builds high walls around her cause she knows no one can climb that high.
That way, when no one else is able to reach the top,
which is what she knows is going to happen,
she won't be disappointed.

She is vulnerable for the same reason she is strong.
so take me and save me and change me and then make me

Dare to dream your dreams,
dare to believe you can achieve your dreams,
dare to have faith in yourself,
and dare to love.
What have you got to loose?
Just a dare.

She's the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she can't manage to brighten her own.
don't be fooled by her little smiles and fake laughs,
because deep down she's still hurt.

I do believe in second chances.
I just don't believe that everyone deserves them.

sometimes its easier to act like you dont care than to admit that its killing you.
She refuses to add to the drama so she hides her pain and paints on a smile not wanting to be a burden so she pretends.

I'm careless.
I'm cruel.
I'm easily bruised.
I'm so tired of lying about it.
I'm not bullet-proof...

hmmmmmmm disturbing...