New York again

okay, i take back what i said about new york. haha i love it here. it IS cold, but you get used to it after a while. sure, it gets pretty boring here in tappan (peacefull) but manhattan makes up for it. a 15min drive to sweet chaos. manhattan isn't what we usually see in movies (you know, the disorder and crap) it's a little less than what's usually portrayed. infact, i'd consider the place pretty sane. call it a makati if you may. well yeah, it is like a makati but still makati's nothing compared to that. i most especially loved central park. i kinda wish we had one of those in manila. if we did... i'd probably be there almost every day. i don't know. its the idea of a place's unbelievable serenity in the middle of chaos that draws me to it. one minute you see people running, a fast car zooming by or a fire truck zipping and screaming past you and another you're in the middle of a park surrounded by trees and silence in th form of harmonic noise. it's like finding your refuge from the true world. your refuge from the shit that goes on around. now ,THAT is something. IMAGINE having that.

It's one am. im sleepy and tired of playing with my new toy. i think i'll play with it tom again hehe YAY! oh and waterbed's suck. its so damn hard to move around in it. you sink into the sides of the bed... i don't know. maybe im just too heavy. hahah oh well. goodnight world.